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I just want to meet someone who looks at me and says “you know what, you’re right” about all the things I believe most deeply at my core and who wants to live them with me and next to me in a complementary way.
#this isn’t about religion because that isn’t about me being ‘right’#but you know what it IS about politics#and I am tired of living in the barren wasteland of being absolutely alone on the subject#and I have just run up against the limits of my own personality and how far I can push#and I just want someone else#there#who understands and who can do the other piece of it somehow#I don’t care what life is happening around me if there is a core I can go back to#if I knew that there was someone who loved me and who understood#really understood#and wanted the same things#gosh it would just change so much. it would change everything#anyway my heart hurts#a random thought for today#what is the point of a man who cannot protect me from my own anxiety and the poison of political screeds#haha just kidding I know total protection isn’t possible#but I wouldn’t need total. just a little shelter.#sometimes I believe it could be possible and sometimes I don’t and that is just the human condition#sometimes I feel like it has to happen because otherwise I will never have courage to undertake all the things I need to/want to#and sometimes I feel like I will have to find the courage without it#probably a little of both#there is no point in talking about this or in talking in such random half-circles#except it makes me feel better so.#thanks for listening etc.
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Edit since a lot of people seem confused - your "real" name is the name that you want to be referred to in real life. It doesn't have to be your legal name. So if you're trans and you have a different name to whats on your birth certificate, even if not many people call you by the name, it still counts as your real name.
Edit 2 : Holy shit guys please stop reblogging this post my poor inbox im getting like 20 notifs an hour asjfhkajshdkh /lh /srs
#FUN FACT : charlie isnt my real name :]#i decided to go with the name charlie because i didnt wanna use my real name and i like the name charlie#my parents were gonna call me charlie when i was born but didnt in the end#i dont really know why i dont just tell you lot my real name because its a super common name#another thing that using a diff name online has caused is me seeing “charlie” almost as a different person#theres “[wearegonnapretendiputmyrealnamehere]” and then theres “Charlie” and they are two different people in my mind#idk aksjffhkajsshdka#anyways this is the second poll ive made today what is my deal with polls#i should make a seperate poll tag for all my fucking polls that i make#I MAKE A LOT#ill tag all my polls when i think of a good name lol#anyways woah i got a bit rambly there#did i make a whole ass poll just because i thought you might find it interesting that my real name wasnt charlie?#yes. yes i did.#(DO NOT take this as me not wanting you lot to call me charlie i would prefer you use that name over anything else lol)#polls#tumblr polls#random polls
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this just in: danny fenton is just as much of a mask as Brucie Wayne? - another danyal al ghul au
Turns out, being placed in a civilian family who have no knowledge of your background is actually detrimental to the health and development of a child assassin due to lack of proper support! Surrounded by strangers in a foreign city, Danyal Al Ghul does as assassins do best. He hides. Espionage is one of many teachings one learns in the League, and it only takes half a day for Danyal to construct a new persona to hide behind: Daniel Fenton.
By the time dinner rolls around, Danyal al Ghul is safely and securely tucked behind the face of Danny Fenton; brand new adoptive child of the Fenton family who came from overseas. A shy, quiet little boy with a thick accent and curly hair, with brown skin and blue eyes, and an avid interest in the stars. The best fictions are always cobbled together in a little bit of truth, it's some of the only truth he ever lets through. He apologizes in a meek voice for his behavior early, he didn't mean to be rude, and he watches the three of them eat it up with coos.
Lies roll like silk against his lips, he struggles to meet their eyes and offers them his weakest, shyest smile. It's too easy. It's easy to go from there.
Danny Fenton, adoptive son, shy and awkward and unconfident but friendly. Who struggles in his classes and isn't the brightest, but tries his hardest. He makes bad jokes and has a quick tongue and a sarcastic mouth. He wants to be an astronaut. He's got the best aim in school, and is a terrifying dodgeball player. He's one of the least athletic kids in his grade.
It's like playing two truths and a lie, but there's only one truth, and the rest are lies. It's easy to pretend when he knows it's insincere.
Danyal Al Ghul, grandson to the Demon Head. Deadly, trained assassin. Has spilled blood, has had blood spilt from. Environmentalist, animal activist. He loves the stars. He owns a calligraphy set. A sharp tongue, an even sharper blade. He's clever, quick-witted, he would be top of his grade if he tried harder. He purposely doesn't.
He misses his family. He misses his mother, and he misses his brother. Mother visits a few times a year, so few times that he can count it on both hands. He cherishes every visit, as brief as they are. It helps remind him who he is.
Sam and Tucker are Danny's best friends. They've never met Danyal, but Danyal's met them.
It becomes routine to become Danny Fenton. As familiar and as easy as pulling on a shirt in the morning. Danyal wakes up and is always first to the bathroom in the mornings; stares at himself in the mirror until he can finally see Danny staring back at him. At night, he locks his door and sheds the mask.
Dying throws a wrench in his mask; splits a crack straight through the porcelain. He's able to smooth it over with sandpaper and liquid gold, but it's a little hard keeping his ghost form under wraps. It instinctively wants to shift to show his true self. Danyal can't have that, he's spent four years as Danny Fenton, he'll spend another four as him as well. Even if the feeling of the hazmat suit in his ghost form feels restrictive, like a too-small shirt suctioned to his skin that needs to be peeled off.
He'll live. Er-- well, you know what he means. It's frustrating however, trying to keep his Danny Fenton mask up even as Phantom - fighting in the air is something he needs to get used to, and the sudden propping of powers throws him off. But he is nothing if not adaptive, and he hates that he needs to slow his own skills down in order to keep pretenses up in front of Sam and Tucker.
The first time Danyal summons a sword when he's alone, is one of the few times Danyal gets to grin instead of Danny. He's fighting Skulker, and from an invisible hilt he draws a katana from thin air. It startles them both. Skulker takes a step back at the smile that spreads across his face.
They're both silent as Danyal examines his new sword.
"Do you know what people like me do to people like you, poacher?" Danyal finally asks him, the accent he began to hide a few months in slipping through. He drops all pretense, dragging the flat end of the blade slow and appreciatively against his palm. It's a good make, and when he cuts it through the air, it slices through like butter. He looks up at Skulker with a smile; "are you ready to find out?"
When Sam and Tucker ask about why Skulker seems so skittish around Danny now, Danny shrugs at them and says with a playful smile; "I don't know, I guess I kicked his butt too hard after our last fight." and he watches as Sam rolls her eyes exasperatedly, and Tucker snickers with his own joke.
By the time he reunites with Damian before their 15th birthday, Danyal is buried beneath so many layers of Danny Fenton that his brother will need a shovel to dig him out. He's not sure what he'll find.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#danyal al ghul au#danyal al ghul#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc au#dc x dp crossover#dp crossover#demon twins au#so turns out putting an assassin child in a normal family does not actually fix the child. it may just make them worse. had this thought#today and had to extrapolate. i have a whole ass post in my drafts explaining my idea for this lmao. my thought was basically:#'damian would be the better off twin because he'd have actual proper support compared to danny bc the bats know damian's background and +#+ as a result can actually address the league's teachings properly and help him dismantle the lessons that have been ingrained in him +#+ as compared to danny who would be with a random family - regardless of affiliation - who would only be able to help with surface level +#stuff if danny even ever lets them see that. danny would need to dismantle his own mindset on his own if he even thinks he has to.'#jazz is not a reliable or licensed therapist. that is a child. she's not even implied to be a good one. psychoanalyzing people doesn't make#you a good therapist. it just means you can psychoanalzye people. and therapy only works on those who think they need it. danny would not#think he'd need it and any attempts from jazz to psychoanalyze him would just result in him shutting her out and doubling down on his belie#tldr: starry made another au exploring the psychological effects of growing up in the league and he calls it:#'whose the more adjusted twin? Damian or Danny? Lmao Damian ofc. Danny got screwed over'#rip to damian you have your work cut out for you trying to peel back all of your brother's protective layers. that's an iceberg waiting to#be explored. o7 to you champ your brother got the short end of the stick. danny has so many things to unlearn that i didn't go into here#its an actual demon twins au too! would ya look at that.
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#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#rook hunt#twst yuu#twst mc#fanart#i hope the people who have me on friend list and putting masquerade malleus up as main would never put him down#so i can keep listening to sebek's voice quivering when doing duo with malleus when the chances let me#his voice actor did so great#that quiver is so heartfelt#random thought on the spine tail today#it aesthetically pleasing#but surely it's a pain for combat#maybe only highly skilled students wear those spine tail#seriously it would be painful to fall on that wouldn't it
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everyone else: haha The Summoning sexy
me: The Summoning's "raise me up again" is in direct contrast to Drag Me Under's "drag me under again" and shows an immense amount of growth between the two points in the narrative, for him to go from singing "drag me [...] deep into your love" to "take me past the edge / I want to see the other side" shows that he no longer wishes to drown and wallow in the toxicity of this situation and now wants to move past it and see what lies beyond and in this essay I will-
#rae.txt#sleep token#this is only a joke in the sense that i know i'm not the only one who considers the summoning a serious part of the narrative#and not just The Sexy Song#i just feel like not a lot of people appreciate drag me under#i am trying so hard to finish my analysis/interpretation of One but i keep getting distracted by Sundowning lmao#wait till y'all hear my thoughts on the sequence of give -> gods -> sugar -> say that you will#sundowning my beloved#sorry for the random unhinged 6am thoughts i woke up insane today
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Playing an emotional video game with the Genshin Men
A/N: Managed to squeeze a short and sweet Indie game (that hit me in my feels) into my busy schedule at the moment and now I can't stop thinking about playing Games with an emotional story with the Genshin men... There aren't many men included in this brainrot because this was just a random shower thought. I could throw it on my WIP pile and flesh it out at some point if you want.
Neuvillette would put his arm around your shoulder while you start crying over what is going on in the game. And while he wouldn't outwardly cry it suddenly starts pouring outside.
Alhaitham would be surprised to suddenly see tears streaming down your face as you're playing the game. He isn't sure how he should react or console you. He would hesitantly lift a hand and begins stroking your back and put your head on his shoulder in silence.
Kaveh watched you play the entire time and gets heavily invested in the game as well. So when the emotional scene comes up you're both just bawling together on the couch. He's definitely the type of guy who would discuss everything about the game in depth with you later on.
Wriothesley starts massaging your scalp with his free hand as he watches you play. And he doesn't want to admit it but the game too hit him into the feels. So he attempts to hide his face from your field of view and blinks some tears away, while being your shoulder to cry on.
#🍁 dust brainrot#genshin impact#genshin x reader#alhaitham x reader#neuvillette x reader#kaveh x reader#wriothesley x reader#genshin brainrot#genshin fanfic#genshin modern AU#just random shower thoughts#the game I played today truly hit me in the feels#I'm just a sucker for life stories#and the game literally played like an artwork#and the music#*cries*
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to BARKLY go where no PET has GONE BEFORE!!!!1!
#churro art#my art#digital art#doodles#fanart#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#james t kirk#james kirk#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#leonard mccoy#bones mccoy#LIL DOODLE FROM TODAY HEHEHE#this is so random but I randomly got the idea of them as dogs#and i thought it would be funny if bones was a little angry dog#bones is a Jack Russell terrier while Kirk is a shiba in :D#and spock is a sphinx cat!!#i did think about doing the rest of the crew but Dios Mío my brain is so dead HAHAHA#i wish I was good at assigning dogs to ppl but alas I am not; T_T#abywassss back to hw LOL
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Hey there. I got a haircut.
#oats were felt even tho it was gray and soggy today#I also have an ass jiggle gif but since I got a bunch of new followers from a random old text post resurgence#I thought I’d stick with PG-13 to scare the faint hearted ones off my lawn#gpoy
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happy siffrin day / loop plush drop day / loop day!!! :D
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#isat act 6 secret encounter spoilers#<- since. yanno. LMAO.#a thought crossed my mind briefly thinking loop and sif could technically have 2 stated different birthdays#if we assume that siffrin said a random date when asked about when their birthday was cuz they forgor#then that could also mean loop? said a DIFFERENT random birthday??? when asked who knows when?? if that makes sense???#so they could share an ORIGINAL birthday but when asked on two seperate occasions they couldve STATED two different days???#idk where i was going with that tbh it was more of a random thought than anything else ASFASDAS#also!! favor tree topped cake!!! i thought it would be fun to draw#was originally gonna just have siffrin and loop on it but then#it looked empty so added the party and some birds :]#however poor planning meant the cake was uh tinier than expected to fit everyone#oops!!! still fun tho!! no regrets there#also please pretend the toppers are more to scale and are kinda like mini plushies since#i thought itd be a fun touch cuz the loop plush drops today :D#okay! tag talk over!!
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HEAR ME OUT. the vault tracks are in chronological order
slut = hopeful, i’m willing to make sacrifices for this
say don’t go = it’s sliding away
now that we don’t talk and suburban legends = two sides of the same “i can’t believe you just left me” coin, bitter and hopeful. reminding him about the future they could have
is it over now? = the closest she gets to accepting the end of the relationship (but definitely not accepting it, it’s just that time has passed)
they literally follow throughout the course the relationship !!!
#!!!!!!!!!!#one day i will stop talking about the genius of this album. BUT NOT TODAY !#1989 tv#random thoughts with grace#analysis#*hits
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Sifo-Dyas never found his crystal...
... but that's okay because he has Dooku.
#so yeah i couldn't resist#the mental imagery was too strong#blanked for one or two hours and now we have this#the mines are very good to me today#my art#star wars#random boli thoughts#i hve no idea how to make comics i kinda just went to town and hoped for the best?#sifo dyas#dooku#kyber crystal#⛏️⛏️⛏️#star wars fanart
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You know, I feel like one of the best things 911 ever did for buddie was give us the bachelor party. Because we now have unequivocal proof that Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz actively spend all of their time hanging all over one another when they let their guard down.
Kind of puts into perspective all the possible reasons they so often refrain from physical touch.
#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911#911 s7#911 7x06#random buddie thoughts#random 911 thoughts#i am. obviously. having bachelor party feels today
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henry : PeOpLe I dAtE dOn'T iNtErEsT mE aNd PeOpLe WhO iNtErEsT mE i CaN't DaTe alex: i've never been more confused in my entire life
#incorrect quotes#rwrb#rwrb movie#red white and royal blue#alexander claremont diaz#prince henry of wales#henry fox mountchristen windsor#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#red white and royal blue movie#thoughts#firstprince#book quotes#enimes to lovers#alex and henry#wallpaper#fanfiction#boy love#ao3 fanfic#writers on tumblr#spilled ink#rwrb incorrect quotes#nora holleran#writing#quotes#fanfic#funny#love quotes#random#also its my birthday today
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wolfpack. aka: if not friend, then why friend-shaped?
"Hey-- uh, Danny?" There's an almost imperceptible tremor in Tucker's voice.
Danny doesn't look up from what he's doing, his pencil scritching across his notebook as he tries to do another quadratic formula question. "Hm."
"What's -- uh -- what's with the dogs?"
He looks up now, and finally sees where Tucker is -- standing in the doorway of his room with an ashy look on his face and a skewed, nervous smile. He's got a white knuckle grip on the doorknob. Sam is wide-eyed behind him, and using him as a partial meat-shield.
Danny looks down to the two giant ghost wolves sprawled next to him lazily. One large green one with his head in Danny's lap, letting him use him as a prop-up for his notebook. Another equally large black one splayed against his hip, sleeping on her side with her head tilted inward to his calf.
Automatically, a grin tilts across Danny's face, and he lifts his notebook up to scratch behind the green one's ears. He opens a lazy eye, one that is bloody red with a ring of yellow around the pupil, before slipping it shut and leaning his head into Danny's touch. "This is Sirius and Procyon," he says, and reaches down to scratch Sirius' belly. "And they're not dogs, they're wolves."
"Great," Tucker says, his voice suddenly much smaller and faint, "Love that distinction."
Sirius makes a great big groan, and Danny's grin widens, his heart swelling with fondness. His hand slips away from her belly, and before he can put his notebook back down, Procyon pushes his head up his lap until his ear is against his stomach, demanding pets now too.
Sam peeks her head up from over Tucker's shoulder, "I think what Tucker's asking here is what are they doing here, Danny."
He shrugs, scratching under Procyon's chin. "They kinda just showed up. I tried sending them back to the Zone, but they keep returning." And they were weirdly intent on just following him around, which is the only reason he gave up on returning them. They weren't causing trouble, and they knew how to hide around the living. Plus, he just loves dogs. "So now I have two wolves living with me."
This, oddly enough, did not do anything to calm Sam and Tucker down. Tucker's mouth purses into a thin line, and he presses the sides of his palms to his lips in prayer. "How have your parents not found out about this?"
Danny wordlessly raises his hand, and his sleeve slides down to reveal a thin chain bracelet hooked around his wrist. He whistles sharply, and both Procyon and Sirius jerk their heads up to look at him, ears pricked up and eyes alert.
Silently, he points to his wrist and rattles it twice, and in unison both wolves stand up and pounce. Instantly, they turn into a respective, opaque black and green mist that swirls around the bracelet and forms into two, flat wolf charms.
Both wolves are posing in the stereotypical wolf howl, with little stars indented on the sides. Procyon's charm has the Canis Minor constellation engraved on it, while Sirius has the Canis Major.
Danny faces Sam and Tucker, and points at his wrist. "Like this."
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp prompt#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc crossover#danny phantom au#dpxdc au#i am SO tempted to make this a danyal al ghul au for no other reason than I love Danyal Al Ghul <33 he is the most blorbo ever#wolfpack au#tagged dpxdc bc i think yall could have fun with this idea.#plus this was inspired by a clone^2 commission that i just got the finished piece for today. which i'll prolly share if anyone's interested#just no thoughts head empty danny with a mini wolfpack :] Sirius and Procyon are very protective of him. they wuuuuuv him.#my idea (kinda) is that they're actually straight up *danny's* wolves. like. they were made when he was. they're not random ghost wolves#that decided to imprint on this random ghost child. they're danny's. they're like. familiars. the fact that wolves symbolize power. loyalty#guardianship and the fact that they're described as 'extremely intuitive with a near supernatural instinct that can detect danger'#(all of which can apply to danny) was coincidental. but yeah. they formed in the ghost zone and when they didn't find their boy they went#searching for him. which is why he didn't have them right away. but also if anyone wants to take this they can interpret however they like#also like. the fact that danny canonically is friends with a wolf person (Wulf) and befriended Cujo instantly -- who is shown to be hostile#to anyone NOT danny -- makes me think that dogs just REALLY really like him. he's like. an animal whisperer. which i think is really funny#bc i think it'd drive sam -- resident animal activist -- up a wall. just a little bit. like yes its great that these animals love danny sm!#but also!!! she!! look her way pls. she loves you animals sm. she's vegetarian!! she's just a little envious. just a tad.#just mmm the mental image of Sirius and Procyon stalking out of Danny's shadow with deep rumbling growls. their hackles raised and their#muzzles scrunched up to reveal dangerously sharp gleaming teeth. they're protecting their boy.
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voice of unknown origin
#reverse 1999#r1999#fanart#vertin#vertin reverse 1999#reverse 1999 fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#fan art#been playing r1999 off and on#im still only at 6-11 rn#and this piece i only decided to finish today bc i remembered why i enjoy thisngame#this game*#my fave parts so far have been these dialogues with the random person#wasnt expecting the voice to change later on tho that surprised me#i thought the use of a conch shell for those was clever and so#like the games usage of the conch shell that i adapted for the fanart
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some of the batkids and their private school uniform experiences
Steph: not a single part of her uniform is adhering to the dress code but somehow, she gets away with it. every time. what do you mean? you can't dress code her! That's her dead grandmother's necklace! skirt rolled? no, it just came like that!
Dick: I mean, it's pretty neat. his tie is tied, his shirt is tucked in and ironed, his blazer is on (most of the time) but uh....he never buttons up his shirt all the way. congrats! its discowing but in a dress-shirt form!
Duke: His uniform is on point, but his shoes are the most insane shit you have ever seen. 'black leather only' dress code then he pulls up with the most atrocious beat-up yellow Converse. half the time they don't match.
Cass: she can't be bothered tucking in her shirt half the time, and most of her dress-code moments are from her hair. if it touches your collar, its meant to be in a ponytail but...also badges. not necessarily on her person, but on her schoolbag definitely.
#can u tell i go to a private school and got lectured today#it sucked ass#how does the metal in my ears distract people exactly??#text post#batman#batfam#random thoughts
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